tired

its has been so long since i updated my blog,too busy huh.anyway its already the month may for 2011,time really flies.so much thing had changed for me.new course new module to learn so tiring,still gonna go work tmr haiss hope i can tahan dun wanna give up so soon.there is so much project and homework to do tho.sometimes i really wonder why am i working so hard,what's the point???i really miss my old coursemate at asm but the choice to leave asm was made by me,i guess it up to me to open up myself and make new friend.life is about gain some lose some i guess.was really excited when roy say that he is planning to organise a trip to vietnam for community work!!!really hopes that the trip can work out,cause i have been dreaming to do something so meaningful like this!!!btw hope i can work out my schedule for me to go for my cca,works really take up much of my time,but i need the $$$$.but wait,actually even if i recieve my pay,i also wun have time to spend it cause i am so busy to go enjoy life,zzzz.hope to find time to go overseas with fren and learn some music instrument,guitar maybe???but no money wat to do???so stressed up now.studies,fren,dreams,working,all this expectation really weights me down......:(