It's already december???

WOW it's has been so long since i had updated my blog!!!! I found a new part time job since august,at sentosa. Work at there is quite enjoyable to be frank, love working with my nice friend and colleague there. As for school, i had finished my ica 1 and all the module project all already pilling up. SO STRESSED:( I hope i can pass all my module and finish my poly life as soon as possible, but at the same time i would miss my lovable friend in school>.< so contradicting!!! There is someone who I think is kind of special...but I don't want to make any assumption because the signs are too feint. Most importantly I don't think i can open up myself to someone else now because there too much thing i am worried of....Anyway I would preferred it to come naturally, I don't want to have any expectation because I am so scared of getting hurt,haisss same old timid me:( Lastly i hope the month December of 2012 will be nice to me!!!!Please the let the Mayan calender come true!!!! I have't had a true taste of love>.<